When I saw you: my life with Antonie

In 'When I saw you' actress Isa Hoes writes about her life with Antonie Kamerling. They meet during the auditions of Goede Tijden, Slechte Tijden and fall in love. To the outside world they are a radiant couple, but in reality Antonie Kamerling increasingly struggles with depression. Isa tries to keep her family together, until Antonie decides to commit suicide on October 6, 2010.
'Toen ik je zag' entered the Bestseller Top 60 at number 1 immediately after publication and remained there for weeks. Within two months, more than 100,000 books were sold. Isa Hoes wrote an afterword to her book in response to the overwhelming stream of responses.